Im @ school now rotting my ass away. There`s chemistry & biology practical exam today and i have not studied a single fuck. May god bless me and allah sing song to me ;x

I cant concentrate in sch today bcos i keep looking at my fucking hp to check if he has msged me. Arghs. And i have not received any msg ! My mind is going haywire alrdy luhs ! I can advise pple on wad to do, but i just cant advise myself. 12+ is coming and i hope i recieve his msg to know that he is fine. Just that will do, nothing else more. I see myself hanging in there, but yet, i also see myself letting go. I really dont know what he wants luhs. I dont understand why is it tht when i love/like someone, i dun get them but when to those tht i dun like/love, they keep coming in non-stop. Fuckit ! >;(

Anyways, i really hope nothing happens to him luhs ! ;x

Alrights, im getting kinda lazy to blog now. Might update again later or smth. Im in serious need slp even though i might be slping so fucking early at 10pm everyday. Haha. ;p Booya!

May god bless tht nothing happens to him.

Someone pls slap me and tell me wad i should do ! ;x Humpf !